I told her abortion more to the story?

the baby... i have cancer and i am sared if i leave her behind she will not have help and her mom dose not want her to keep the baby but she wants to bec she knos that i am dieing if my cancer dose not get better she on her owned and if i were in remisson i would be there for her I LOVE HER she would have to move out of her mom house and maybe move in with her dad her dad not that great he has money that no prop. but he use beat her mom and i sared of her being by him i just dont kno what to say to my girl about me found out today i am not getting better and about that baby too she prop have give it up if i tell her i am dieing if i am i prop am how do i tell my gf when she giving up are child i want her have it and keep it and for her to remeber me by it i am 15 going be 16 dont tell me that am dumb notting like that i am sick dont want bad saying i just want help on what say what would u do i love her lots she was my bbf and now my gf she 16 allmost 17 and i dont kno she feel